Scared
- Scared because I have no idea what will happen tonight, tomorrow, the next day, Monday, next week a year from now, several years from now
- Heart Heavy Feeling Like Giving Up On Thinking Things Will Get Better
- I am starting to loose that ability to believe things will become better and will be able to feel safe.
- Sad
- Because I feel I fail at most everything that is important
- Dead
- I feel dead inside and if I feel happy it will get slapped down moments later slashed showing why I am so wrong, easier to not have emotions to not awaken the giant even though feeling dead sucks
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