I deserve smiles, a lot of them, smiles of going out and discovering who I am today I deserve financial freedom and not to lean on anyone and make enough that I can help those who have been there for me. I deserve RR to to stick to treatment and then to feel bad, sorry and remorseful for his bad faults I deserve choices with out restrictions and RR to be willing to give not for control but to give because RR wants a partner and a true love, not a controlled love I deserve focusing on my … [Read more...]

I deserve the warmth of love. To eliminate fear and to have love shower over me. I deserve to own am awesome home I deserve be awesome I deserve to be pretty I deserve to not look back and only forward I deserve to look and feel youthful I deserve to fit into size 8 I deserve $$$$$ yes baby, all for me, I need to learn to not give it away and deserve not to give it away I deserve to head out, get out, enjoy life … [Read more...]

Recently in therapy it was brought to my attention I don't have a secure identity. Well I use to and that is going to come back and even better then ever. I deserve this. Talking about secure identity I deserve to be sexy. I felt I lost a bit of that, fearing to attract the wrong people into my life. Bet hell no I am strong enough to tell them to back off and keep my identity then give it up. I deserve to be sexy and will bring back sexy. There is this photo I cam across of Caroline … [Read more...]