I chased, oh I was available, messaged when things were silent, made small talk to keep the conversation going but I am done chasing.

I gave the biggest cue today and you grabbed a bit of it and said you need to run off for lunch. However, a man who was really interested would say or gesture “yeah baby, I want that and all of it.”

I need to focus on myself, you can catch up to me, and maybe will give you a chance if you prove yourself, but I am not chasing. I am done hoping and I am done dreaming, I am done thinking your small chat means you want more.

I don’t care if you are shy, I don’t care if you are waiting for the right time because timing isn’t ideal. I do care for better communication and not be in limbo of hope and think it is around the corner.

I need to focus on myself, I need to reach my goals, I need to put myself first, and my needs first then waiting for you to do it as a team. I am worthy of so much more then this. Good luck figuring you out and your issues out. All I can say if you can’t see I am worthy of pouncing when it is hot I can’t be there when it is cold.

So long and welcome to the friendship zone. There is now room for someone else to take that space who wants to be more than friends. Your flirting well, it was nice but you treated me like I was convenient. Like when you wanted some attention you be more flirty and when you were guarded you push me away. I want someone who doesn’t want to let me go. I chased, but done chasing.