Trust, morals, and intent to work things out is everything my ex wasn’t. They promised me if we ever ran into issues we go to counseling. Well, they did everything but. What they did do is find any way to hurt me, take my trust and step on me when I was most needed a partner. They taught me no one is worth believing. They taught me to have guards up so high I am jaded. People see it, and I feel it. I don’t know how to get close to anyone, feel dead inside. I am not depressed; I am not … [Read more...]
The Boss Has Spoken. Now What Do I Feel?
Last night I had dinner with my boss. They are one of many bosses I have, what sets them apart they are the biggest. They had more enthusiasm about us having dinner then other bosses have had. They always had a spark in their voice when we spoke over the phone. But that is the type of person they are. Happy go lucky. At dinner they said is “everything always business talk” can I learn who you are personally?. All they knew is the day I got hired was the same day I had a bad breakup in my … [Read more...]
Don’t We All Hate the Ex’s Who….
can send you a two-word email that knows how to hit you in the gut constantly costing you cash, because they packed it up and kept it, and now you need to go purchase the same exact thing a second time feels they did nothing wrong, can't see they did anything wrong, and feel they are above god in how holy they are contradict everything they stand for, such as voicing to everyone they are Buddhist treat you or others like a bug they enjoy to swash the one who … [Read more...]
Hello Bad Neighbor Who Thrived On Starting Neighborhood Gossip
Nice Neighbour who turned bad it was a pleasure to have you become my friend when I moved to the area. I truly thought we had a genuine friendship. OK, I was naive at first when I moved to the place where House Wives of OC is filmed and didn't have the skillset to see who is bad and good in the area. Little did I know you were enjoying to look and pick me apart to others. You were the textbook Desperate Housewife Character, or Housewives of OC or a role model for the definition of … [Read more...]
How I Loathe You for Not Being Compassionate At a Moment of Need.
When I was very hungry, weak and vulnerable and asked for a bite to eat, you turned me down. You said basically I wasn’t worthy. My child was dying, being rushed to the hospital in early AM, a bunch of tests happened it was noon now and I didn’t eat anything all day and I simply asked “is there any way I can have a bite to eat or even a drink, even some crackers or apple juice” what did you say “you are not the patient”. Ouch! It was hurtful, it showed no compassion. Never did I feel so … [Read more...]