7/24/2021 I deserve to have a man kiss me on my bare shoulder, waking me up in the morningI deserve to have such a strong emotional contection with someone they want to be there thru thick and thinI deserve a partner who wants to make decisions together, not someone who comes to the discussion with the outcome already determined. I deserve life to give me wins, many wins, awesome wins in romantic relationships and my careerI deserve my work to finacially reward me. Clicks making big money, … [Read more...]
So You Think Things Would Be Different, You Really Did. Only to Fall Flat On Your Face
I look at you from the outside a woman who looks like she has it all but on the inside just a little girl who is hurt. That woman decides to be strong for the little girl who is on the inside. She tries to protect that little girl but feels she has failed the little girl. The older woman is at a loss, a crazy loss because she believes in others but others fail her and fail the little girl inside. Both the woman and the little girl have been hurt so many times over and over, by people who … [Read more...]
A Letter to My Inner Child
Hello inner child, I have ignored you far too long. I am sorry. It started when I was hurt and to handle the pain I just looked forward and stopped looking inside. Not just looking but feeling inside. Inner child, I am sorry I put you in harm when I dated a few of the idiots I did. One, in particular, the Danish one I am really sorry for. That one was the catalyst for a lot of pain. Some would call him a borderline personality, some would call him a narcissist some called him a psychopath. … [Read more...]
Boundaries and Where I Stand
According to the authors, John Townsend and Henry Cloud, there are ten laws of boundaries: The Law Of Sowing and Reaping - Actions have consequences. If someone in your life is sowing anger, selfishness, and abuse at you, are you setting boundaries against it? Or are they getting away with not reaping (or paying the consequences for) what he/she sowed? - I have to remember to walk away. If that is leave the room or house. It is OK if they rage and have an issue but I don't have to be … [Read more...]
I Deserve – Smiles
I deserve smiles, a lot of them, smiles of going out and discovering who I am today I deserve financial freedom and not to lean on anyone and make enough that I can help those who have been there for me. I deserve RR to to stick to treatment and then to feel bad, sorry and remorseful for his bad faults I deserve choices with out restrictions and RR to be willing to give not for control but to give because RR wants a partner and a true love, not a controlled love I deserve focusing on my … [Read more...]