I have heard this talk one too many times, way too many times I just don’t believe the outcome would be any different. I don’t. I expect it at this point, just say it smack me in the face. It talk can be said how ever but comes down to I like you but can’t.

I was ripped apart when E. the doctor told me he can’t. I fell apart inside but kept going. I smiled tried to belive it would happen but with someone who was right.

I was ripped apart when the L the skier told me he can’t. I flew back to my place and remember I cried listening to songs while driving windy roads going somewhere for some reason.

I moved when I heard the same speech from J. the Dane, pretty crappy because I took a chance a big change, and couldn’t even face the told you so’s so I moved and moved so so far away and started all over again. His I can’t felt like a world of compounded I can’ts

I feel apart when M. from San Jose gave me the talk, but I still had it in me to try again I was young it was one of the first who gave me the speech of I can’t. It was the first of leading me so far and then hear I can’t.

Oh there was J the Graphic Designer, can’t fault him he is too kind but yeah got the I can’t talk

Yours talk well I prepared I was going to hear it at some point, that is all I know a man can do, I haven’t experienced anything more in life, and yeah proved to me that is all I am worth. I am worth a fantasy but not reality. To not hold out hope. To not believe to not even hope it exists.