So I screwed up when I thought it was your birthday what kind of friend I am. You have been there for me through thick and thin, and this birthday note will show how important our friendship is to me and hope it gives you a birthday smile even if it is delayed a couple […]
Universe Gives Me Thorns That Make Me Bleed and Laughs at Me as I Do It All Alone
I write this as my hand’s sting in pain from all the cuts and scratches. But I also write this to not feel alone. Do you ever just think quietly, when will the universe reward me? Or what did I do so wrong to deserve this kind of life? I do, and it sucks. It […]
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I have heard this talk one too many times, way too many times I just don’t believe the outcome would be any different. I don’t. I expect it at this point, just say it smack me in the face. It talk can be said how ever but comes down to I like you but can’t. […]
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How Do You Know
How do you know someone likes you or you are just filling a void in their lives. How do you know someone likes you or you are just filling a void in their lives. How do you know someone likes you or you are just filling a void in their lives.
Someone Take My Hand
Someone just take my hand and lead me to better ground. Tell me everything is going to be OK. Just hug me. I really need somewhere I can feel safe. Somewhere I am not the one who is getting blamed somewhere where I can just curl up and sleep and not dreading tomorrow. I thought […]
Awkard Message But Had To Say It and Break the Ice
My hunch is the last two weekends you went on dates. I could be wrong but have seen our chats be less, and focus elsewhere. This woman will get attentive, caring a great conversationalist guy. As things progress if you feel she wouldn’t accept you doing our hobby platonically with me. Or if you want […]
Oh Boy I Fell For a Similar Pattern
So I dealt for years with someone not emotionally available, and I thought I did better as we got to know each other I am realizing so, are you. You act like you are emotionally available but the truth is I have no idea what your pains are what hurt you the most with your […]
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Oh Boy I Fell For a Similar Pattern
So I dealt for years with someone not emotionally available, and I thought I did better as we got to know each other I am realizing so, are you. You act like you are emotionally available but the truth is I have no idea what your pains are what hurt you the most with your […]
Buying a House
40% of monthy income and no more should go to mortgage, HOA…. For example for home expensices be $3000 morgage, hoa you need to make 7500 a month which be 90K a year. All people should have 6 months emergency money that be $30K and be $5000 per a month I need to read Peter […]
I Chased, Yes Past Tense
I chased, oh I was available, messaged when things were silent, made small talk to keep the conversation going but I am done chasing. I gave the biggest cue today and you grabbed a bit of it and said you need to run off for lunch. However, a man who was really interested would say […]
Craving that Intimate Connection & Validation
I was telling someone how I have this amazing connection with someone and want to take it from friendship to more. How my body is craving it. They responded “That is the hardest when we crave that intimate connection and want that validation. Wow that was it that was what I wanted, couldn’t put it […]