Goals this week

A Birthday Note – Showing All the Smiles You Give
So I screwed up when I thought it was your birthday what kind of friend I am. You have been there for me through thick and thin, and this birthday note will show how important our friendship is to me and hope it gives you a birthday smile even if it is delayed a couple […]

Universe Gives Me Thorns That Make Me Bleed and Laughs at Me as I Do It All Alone
I write this as my hand’s sting in pain from all the cuts and scratches. But I also write this to not feel alone. Do you ever just think quietly, when will the universe reward me? Or what did I do so wrong to deserve this kind of life? I do, and it sucks. It […]
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I have heard this talk one too many times, way too many times I just don’t believe the outcome would be any different. I don’t. I expect it at this point, just say it smack me in the face. It talk can be said how ever but comes down to I like you but can’t. […]
How Do You Know
How do you know someone likes you or you are just filling a void in their lives. How do you know someone likes you or you are just filling a void in their lives. How do you know someone likes you or you are just filling a void in their lives.

Someone Take My Hand
Someone just take my hand and lead me to better ground. Tell me everything is going to be OK. Just hug me. I really need somewhere I can feel safe. Somewhere I am not the one who is getting blamed somewhere where I can just curl up and sleep and not dreading tomorrow. I thought […]

Awkard Message But Had To Say It and Break the Ice
My hunch is the last two weekends you went on dates. I could be wrong but have seen our chats be less, and focus elsewhere. This woman will get attentive, caring a great conversationalist guy. As things progress if you feel she wouldn’t accept you doing our hobby platonically with me. Or if you want […]
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Awkard Message But Had To Say It and Break the Ice
My hunch is the last two weekends you went on dates. I could be wrong but have seen our chats be less, and focus elsewhere. This woman will get attentive, caring a great conversationalist guy. As things progress if you feel she wouldn’t accept you doing our hobby platonically with me. Or if you want […]

Oh Boy I Fell For a Similar Pattern
So I dealt for years with someone not emotionally available, and I thought I did better as we got to know each other I am realizing so, are you. You act like you are emotionally available but the truth is I have no idea what your pains are what hurt you the most with your […]

Buying a House
40% of monthy income and no more should go to mortgage, HOA…. For example for home expensices be $3000 morgage, hoa you need to make 7500 a month which be 90K a year. All people should have 6 months emergency money that be $30K and be $5000 per a month I need to read Peter […]

I Chased, Yes Past Tense
I chased, oh I was available, messaged when things were silent, made small talk to keep the conversation going but I am done chasing. I gave the biggest cue today and you grabbed a bit of it and said you need to run off for lunch. However, a man who was really interested would say […]